it's kind of funny how people change over time. even i am amazed at myself this time round. if this had happened last year i would have picked up the phone immediately to call andrew to scream or at least message him. but this year, the urge to that just isn't there. sure, i almost jumped up to get my phone but it was purely out of habit, just another conditioned response. and the drive to tell and get down to some good old bitching just wasn't there. it just didn't seem that important anymore.