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a little fall of rain
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WaLaU~~ Tuesday, July 19, 2005 7:10 PM

walau.. siao or wadd.. ask us wear gowns fer open house.. crazee arhz.. da ri tian.. pespirin thru our make up n stockins.. feet achin in court shoes.. piangg.. n where r we performin?? foyer arhz?? siao..

juz fer one teeny weeny performance we hav to go thru sho much work.. puttin on disgustin make up.. wearin disgustin stockins.. yucks..x(

wow.. dis sat juz sounds sho interestin.. -_-"

iM sOrRie...x( Monday, July 18, 2005 8:04 PM

ohkay.. todaes pozs r all sho sadd.. haiz.. dis poz ish to sumone.. u noe hu u r..

u asked mii y i m avoidin u.. but i did not answer.. yesh.. i noe tt by doin dis.. im hurtin u.. but i carn help it.. i realli carn.. im sho sorrie.. but.. everytym i c u.. i feel guilty.. veri guilty.. im sorrie.. i shldnt hav hurt u sho badly.. im such an irresponsible freakk.. hurtin u den leavin u.. alone.. im realli veri sorrie.. its all bcos i was selfish.. it was mi selfishness.. tt has led to u bein hurt sho badly.. im sho sorrie.. but even if u dun forgive mii.. its awrite.. i und.. but all i can do n wan to do.. ish to apologise..

im realli veri veri sorrie!!x(

acty.. i noe de chances of u readin dis ish veri slim.. but.. i carn help it.. i muz apologise.. but i dun dare to tell u face to face.. sho.. mebbe.. by sum miracle.. ull read dis poz.. n ull forgive mii?? even if u dun.. its awrite.. cos i und.. uh-huh~ sho.. yarh.. sorrie..

i JuZ rEaLiseD... 7:43 PM

i juz realised sth.. carn believe ive been sho stoopid.. tt i had nvr realised it at all.. bleahh.. im stoopid..x(

i realised tt.. im not close to mi claz animore.. i noe tt mi relationship wif mi claz isnt gd at all.. but it juz didnt hit mii tt im not cloz to 2a animore.. i used to take mi fwenships in 2a fer granted.. but now tt deyre distanced demselves.. i feel lonely..

no.. i do hav fwens.. choirr ppl rawk mi life.. honezly.. its juz tt.. in claz.. i feel lyk a jellyfish.. driftin from one gp of fwens to anuther.. its lyk.. deres no gp of fwens i can truely call mi own.. sure.. sumhow im owaes wif sum ppl tokkin n laughin.. but.. i juz dun belong.. i juz.. dun click wif dem.. its lyk.. tryin to squeeze one more pea into a pod areddy full of peas.. dey juz dun need mii.. whereas.. i need dem..

i juz carn believe tt dis ish happenin to mii.. m i realli de gal hu thot tt i wld owaes b popular in claz?? was i realli de gal hu thot tt it was awrite to spend mi bdae outside as i wld hav mi claz ppl to celebrate wif mii?? i realli carn believe how naive i was tt tym..

but well.. deres nuthin i can do abt it.. nuthin..

NeW sKiN Sunday, July 17, 2005 6:48 PM

yippee!! new skin!! wahaha.. got tired of de old one.. too sleepy-lookin.. at least dis one doesnt make mii sho sleepy.. yuppz.. n its plain!! heex..

yesterdae jennifer tham came.. [ish tt how u spell her name??] it was nice to hav a conductor arnd.. i mean.. ish lyk.. we sounded sho much betta instantaneously.. lyk.. oh wow.. carn believe it.. evr since de sec4s left.. we juz sounded lyk s***.. but yesterdae.. de sound was juz great.. i was lyk.. wow.. were acty capable of tt?? it was juz sho amazin.. everyone was realli behavin lorhz.. sho amazin.. ohkay.. mebbe not everyone.. sum ppl werent.. but i shall b nice n not sae hu.. heex.. but she was realli nice larhz.. tho she seems de kind hu wun shou xia liu qing.. mebbe she isnt tt nice to her choirs.. hahaz..=pPp

made us do lots of stretchin.. sho im achin all over now.. bleahh.. she oso thot us breathin techniques too.. n it realli helps lorhz.. de sound was chao nice.. n moz ppl were focusin.. fer once.. it was lyk.. we had gone back to de tyms wen everyone was together.. workin hard fer a common goal.. bondin together in de process.. yarh.. de atmosphere was realli liddat.. juz tt.. our goal was dif.. juz tt.. not everyone was bonded together.. juz tt.. not everyone was dere.. haiz.. tho we can nvr go back to those lovely tyms spent together.. at least moz of us was concentratin larhz.. haiz.. half a loaf ish betta den none..

n oh yesh.. mi tone ish more mature now!! wahaha.. heex..

den after tt.. wen out wif louis. rayrin. weirui. may n sherry.. wen to tampines fer lunch.. den louis found his sheep dere.. den dey went off to church.. sho de rez of us stayed at de foodcourt.. ahahz.. rayrin was sho swit to weirui ohkayz.. heex.. den after tt played zhong ji mi ma.. wahh.. sho stoopid lorhz.. rr mixed de fish soup wif chilli wif soy sauce wif melted ice kachang wif ice cubes.. sho we started playin.. 1st. sherry zhong.. den she veri scared.. den she dun dare.. den get alot of water.. den she juz drink a spoonful of de mixture.. den immediately drink lots of water.. wahh.. sho scary lorhz.. drank lyk half bottle liddat lorhz.. den after tt may zhong.. den she veri scared cos she dun eat spicy stuff.. den de mixture got chilli wadd.. den wen she drink it tt tym.. she choked.. den spit everyting out.. lyk sho scary lorhz.. den i zhong.. sho stoopid.. but it chao salty lorhz.. sho disgustin.. yucks.. den wr zhong.. yuppz.. den stoopid rr hu owaes hai ppl nvr zhong lorhz.. bleahh.. heex..

n we took neos!! whee.. hahaz.. sho fun.. but sho stoopid lorhz.. mi mom go call sherr to tell mii to call her.. haiz.. den make mii go home.. sho sao xing.. hmph! but yarh larh.. hu ask mii nvr ans her calls.. sorrie rayrin. weirui. may n sherry fer goin off liddat.. sorrie!! )x

haiz.. now im grounded.. bleahh..

... Thursday, July 14, 2005 11:34 PM

im sho happee!! todae we finally had a relatively productive choir prac.. actualli onli de small grp produced results.. all the other songs were shit larhz.. but at least rayrin wasnt pissed.. yuppz.. x)

but quite saddenin larhz.. cos zhuofei wasnt dere.. bleahh.. it seems farnie without fei.. yuppz.. it feels farnie if ani of de sistas arent dere larhz.. it juz feels as if were missin an arm or a leg.. yarh.. we hav bcum tt close.. scary rite.. hahaz.. but its nice havin such nice fwens.. hope dis fwenship will nvr end.. haiz..

dreadin tmls usherin duty.. reason?? i carn speak a word of chinese.. wow..

pop-py tone.. x( Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:07 PM

y?? y carn i hav a pop-py tone?? wahh~ sho damn sadd lorhz.. havin such a choral tone.. but acty horhz.. mi tone isnt exactly choral either.. its.. weird.. lyk neither here nor there.. haiz.. sho shittyfied.. bleahh..

it all started on tt stoopid jogathon dae..

hahaz.. dun needta run.. lalala~ heex..

aniwaes ish lyk.. after jogathon den went out wif de sistas fer lunch.. den ate burger king.. turkey bacon!! =pPp heex.. tts beside de point.. yarh.. sho durin lunch.. we kept singin larh.. or rather de sistas were singin.. mii dunnoe de songs.. heex.. =pPp sho juz kept quiet larh.. onli wen noe de song den sing.. yarh.. den xuan was askin how to get a pop-py tone.. lyk our perfect feis gal-next-door-tone.. den i oso wanted to noe larh.. cos lyk mi tone ish sho babyish.. den sher demoed her beautiful sexy tone n put mii to absolute shame.. x( wens tone was pop-py too.. n veri versatile.. den may cld sing pop-pyish wen singin guys songs.. sho it was nice too.. den left xuan n i larh.. xuan was veri choral.. n i ended up soundin lyk a four year old.. sho zi bei..

den wen waitin fer de mrt.. den de sistas tried to help mii get a pop-py tone.. sho first.. i sang at a lower pitch.. sher saed de little gal grew up a little.. sho tried to sing without smilin.. den sher saed tt de little gal ish omoz fourteen le.. but not yet.. ahh!! sho stressful!! singin without smilin.. bleahh.. x( but i will work harder.. n try to change mi tone.. haiz.. juz hope all of de sistas work wun go down de drain.. thankies sistas!! lurve yall!! ((=

oh yarh.. tt reminds mii.. on de mrt horhz.. we saw dis veri shuai guy lorhz.. he looked lyk toro.. lyk.. oh mi!! realli look alyk lorhz.. den he from vs de.. sec two i tink.. den he alighted at paya lebar lehz!! sho happee.. heex.. yesh.. i noe i veri hua chi ones.. heex.. he wen eat macs.. yuppz.. i did not follow him ohkay.. i heard him tokkin on de phone larhz.. im not sho despo as to follow him ohkay.. besides he sho shuai surely attached liao larhz.. sho oso can stop dreamin.. hahaz.. lyk i got tink abt him liddat.. =pPp

hmm.. todae got one nanjing student sit beside mii.. forgot her name liaoz.. heex.. im sho evil.. but she was quite nice lorhz.. it was chinese larhz.. sho share book wif her.. den at de back of each ke got exercise rite.. den i dunnoe how to do alot.. den got quite a few ish anihow do one.. den she veri nice lorhz.. she lyk automatic one.. juz teach mii where i wen wrong n help mii write down de correct answers lorhz.. i was lyk.. whoa.. sho nice.. den she corrected mii veri nicely summore.. feel sho thankful.. at least now i noe a few more ci yu.. heex..

wadeva.. Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:25 PM

i wanna sleep.. bleahh.. sho sleepy lorhz.. summore haven study chinese yet.. dun wan to.. prepared to fail liaoz.. heex.. twc will b lyk sho pissed wif mii.. heex.. heck care larhz..

i tink im procrastinatin again.. i owaes do.. ever since dis year at least.. bleahh.. juz carn get miself into motion.. dunnoe larhz.. ever since i made tt stoopid vow which im prepared to keep.. ive been feelin liddat.. sho spastic.. but well.. i shall still stick to mi vow.. yuppz..

wahh.. sho stoopid cans.. wen n may all sae tt i matured den noe alot of tings den got dunnoe wad life experience.. lyk wad de.. i where got lorhz.. hello?? hav u not noticed tt im de youngest n stoopidest here?? make mii sound sho gd liddat.. will feel paiseh one lorhz..=pPp

oh yarh oh yarh.. wen shoppin yesterdae.. bought sum veri nice pink stuff.. heex.. but ish realli veri nice lorhz.. mi first bimbotic tee.. whee..(x

wadeva.. mii shall try study n salvage mi disgustin chinese.. bleahh.. stiu tink ill fail.. but do i care??

iM bAck...fiNalLy...=pPp Monday, July 04, 2005 1:25 PM

wahaha.. juz realised how long i haven blogged.. heex.. sho stoopid of mii ritez.. hahaz..

oh yarh oh yarh.. bfor i forget.. y de sistas blogg sho sadd ones??!! u noe i cry until mi mom ask mii wadd happen?? walau.. sho stoopid.. haiz.. but honezly.. i realli dun wan to leave ure.. but still.. haiz.. ren zong yao li bie.. sho sadd.. haiz..

tts y.. we muz make full use of de tym we hav left together.. yuppz.. go out.. eat.. tokk.. play.. [y do i sound lyk a pigg?? nvm..] yuppz.. muz treasure all de tyms we hav left.. [y do i sound lyk im dyin?? nvm..] sho.. sistas foreva!!

lurve yall to bits___*