and you will keep me safe, and you will keep me close, and rain will make the flowers grow

a little fall of rain
rhoda. 23. nus. dgms. choir. sing(:

can hardly hurt me now


this rain will wash away what's past
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Thursday, November 30, 2006 10:54 PM



If you go away
you will see me cry
don't you let me go
baby don't you let me down
Neul ham kkeo I sseo do deo ga kka ji a neun
Eo tteo nui mi do eo neun jin bu han sa rang
don't you let me go
baby don't you let me down

sigh. whatever.

Sunday, November 26, 2006 3:51 PM



don't explain me to me. rahh.

i'm in a bad mood. don't ask me why. haha. i should stop snapping at random people. hee.

and i've found a fellow lee joon ki obsesser!! woots! haha. like finally found someone other than my mom that is who actually bothers to obsess over him. hee.

like lashes of the whip
i wonder what tomorrow wil bring

oh talking about bringing, i've got to bring cookies for the sista picnic. hmm.. anyone know of places that sell cookies that won't burn a hole in my pocket? i'm too lazy to bake. hehheh.

and is anyone going to vj choir concert this friday? i can't seem to find anyone to go with me. sigh. that like seriously is horrible. bleahh.

fragile like a butterfly's wings
flimsy like torn rice paper-
dreams

Monday, November 20, 2006 7:14 PM



byebye dunman high building. i'll miss you.

went back today for like the last choir prac in the dhs campus. the singing was so so but seeing the campus was worth it. especially since it rained. the buildings just look so much better when it rains. or maybe it's just cause i have alot of memories of the campus when it rained.

i have so much to say but i shan't say a thing cause i think it'll offend alot of people. and anyway it was quite nice talking to louis today after such a don't know how long time of not seeing each other. my papa! haha. talking about everything and nothing in particular. that is just so louis. heehee. really didn't expect to see him there though. thought i'll be the only one there. lol. at least he was company for some time though he had to leave early. but it was nice sitting there listening to the choir, remembering the times i spent with them. and i sorted out quite alot of thoughts too. which is why i love the dhs building so much. i can just sit there and think. haha. i'm queer.

i'm wishing the rain will never stop.

Chwihandeut mannameun jjalbattjiman bitjang yeoleo jarihaetjyo
Maetji mothandedo huhoe haki anjyo
Yongwonhangeon eob euiniggan
i love you

Sunday, November 19, 2006 2:44 PM



In Yeon

Yaksok haeyo i sungan i
Dajinago dasi boge duwu neun geunal
Mwodeunnggeol beorigo geudae gyeol e seohseoh
Nameun gileul garirangeol

Inyeon i rago hajyo geobu hal suga eobjyo
Nae saeng e icheoreom areumda un nal
Ddodasi ol su itteul ggayo
Godalpeun salm ui gil e dangsin eun seonmulingeol
I saram i nokseulji andorok neul dakka bichulgge yo

Chwihandeut mannameun jjalbattjiman bitjang yeoleo jarihaetjyo
Maetji mothandedo huhoe haki anjyo
Yongwonhangeon eob euiniggan

Inyeon i rago hajyo geobu hal suga eobjyo
Nae saeng e icheoreom areumda un nal
Ddodasi ol su itteul ggayo
Hagopeun mal manjiman dangsin neun asilte jyo
Meongil dola mannage doeneun nal
Dasin notji mala yo

I saeng e mothan sarang
I saeng e mothan inyeon
Meongil dola dasi manna neun nal
Naleul notji mala yo

Thursday, November 16, 2006 6:03 PM



Les Miserables

And now I'm all alone again,
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near,
Now I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him, and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping.
The city goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head.

On my own,
Pretending he's beside me.
All alone,
I walk with him till morning.
Without him,
I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me.

In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver.
All the lights
Are misty in the river.
In the darkness,
The trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever.

And I know
It's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself
And not to him.
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say,
There's a way for us.

I love him,
But when the night is over,
He is gone,
The river's just a river.
Without him,
The world around me changes.
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers.

I love him,
But every day I'm learning,
All my life,
I've only been pretending!
Without me,
His world will go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him...
I love him...
I love him...
But only on my own...

okay i kupped that from huping's blog. i wanna go for les mi!! 1st dec. please let my parents let me go. woots!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 3:07 PM



i'm bored. sigh. is there anything i can do to relieve me of my boredom? sighsighsigh.
did you realise what i wanted you to realise?

Monday, November 13, 2006 11:45 PM

warning to jean: this might make you hyperventilate. teehee.



Hanmadiman

Hanmadiman nor saranghandago
Hanmadiman

Nor suchin baram nar suchil tende
Nar bichun hessar nor bichul tende
Nowana gathun sesang sogeso darun sesangur sanabwa
Nomu bogoshiposso jakku aphun gasumi
No obnun nae mosubi cham gayowo
Chago namyon bichorom buronan gurium
Michil dushi nor chatgo inunde

Hanmadiman nor sarang handago
Hanmadiman dorawa dallago
Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo
Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa

Gormaso thojyo naonun sarang
Ddo sumur gotdo obnabwa
Ibyorun cham geullo nor bonaenun got kajido
Onjena nae-illo mirwoji janhi
Nae shigenun momchodo no tonaganungol
Armyonsodo nor gidarijanha

Hanmadiman nor sarang handago
Hanmadiman dorawa dallago
Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo
Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa

Hajimothanmar boda ddo gasum aphungon
Noege kog dudgo shipunde kutnae naega dudji mothanmar

Hanmadiman nar saranghaetdago
Hanmadiman haengbok haessotdago
Huhoega ddo huhoe dwae miryoni mironyi dwae
Oddohge nor itgeni niga nar ijyodo

Sunday, November 12, 2006 9:04 PM



sang uh reul sarang han in uh

Mar ro hal sun eop seo ji man cheo eum bo deon geu ttae bu teon ga bwa
Nae ge ro wa na reul da chi ge hal geo do nan a ra
Neo mu man ni no ra ji do seo re ji do a peu ji do mal go
Ga kkeu ssi geun ji ru ha da myeo tu jeong ha neun sa rang

Pyeong beom hae do geu reon sa rang ha go si peun nae mam a ni
Mo reun cheo ga neun ne ga mi wo seo geu man du go do si ji man
Neo eop si neun an doe neun geol neo jo cha do al gi ttae mu ne
Neo e ge bu dam ju gin sil ji man ji geum do ne gyeo te I sseo seul peu ge na

Neon da reun ma reul ha ryeo neun de sa rang han da meon jeo ma reul ha myeon
Neo neun eo tteo pyo jeong ji eul ji nan neo mu gung geu mae

Pyeong beom hae do geu reon sa rang ha go si peun nae mam a ni
Mo reun cheo ga neun ne ga mi wo seo geu man du go do si ji man
Neo eo si neun an doe neun geol neo jo cha do al gi ttae mu ne
Neo e ge bu dam ju gin sil ji man ji geum do ne gyeo te I sseo

Mal ro hal su I neun sa rang geu rae ya man nae mam a ni
Mo reun cheo ga neun ne ga mi wo seo geu man du go do si ji man
Neo eop si neun an doe neun geol neo jo cha do al gi ttae mu ne
Neo e ge bu dam ju gin sil ji man ji geum do ne gyeo te I sseo seul peu ge na

Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:55 PM

listening to the rain drum it's steady beat, watching the water droplets dance it's way through the wind, that's all i've been doing really.

does the rain enjoy it's journey through the wind? it must be quite terrible being blown around by the buffering winds.

Tatoeba bokutachi ga omoide ni naru
Soba no nukumori ni wa kanawanai kara

what has brought on this mood? the rain or the realisation? or both?

Oddohge nor itgeni niga nar ijyodo

one day one day i'll be able to tell you what's really in my heart.

nor saranghandago

10:55 AM



i think i can't serve in children's camp. sigh. so horrible!! i want to! but i don't seem to be recovering fast enough and there's still the irritating doctor's order to rest for a month. rahh. there goes my third year of not serving. i am seriously irritated with myself. like somehow or rather i never get to serve. i am so absolutely pathetic lorh. sigh.

Friday, November 10, 2006 10:38 PM



there are just so many things that i want to say but just can't. haha. tongue tied. writer's block. whatever. everything's just so jumbled up. should i trust you? should i hate you? haha. i sound like some savage spiteful thing. maybe i am. ohwells.

the rain in the afternoon was just magical. pity i wasn't caught in it. were you?

Thursday, November 09, 2006 10:45 AM



woots! so shuai right? haha. but i think his role in my girl is very pitiful. it's like sigh. so sad. i wish da hae ended up with him. cause the two of them actually have more chemistry than when she is with dong wook. sighsighsigh. hee.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 5:17 PM



so pretty!! haha. but it's so ex again. sigh.

anyway i really have to say this. korean dramas are the love!! especially my girl. haha. cos it has absolutely shuai lee joon ki. lol. he really is 帅气十足 okay. lol. shall post his pics next time. hee.

Saturday, November 04, 2006 10:39 AM



whoo~ yesterday was so nice!! finally went back to dhs after like don't know how many months. it was kind of sad at first cause i went back early before the sec3s lessons ended and i walked round the school recalling all the wonderful times i had spent on that campus. it was really sad and i still can't believe that they're be tearing down the building with its creepy but unique architecture (the main building is in the shape of a tombstone while the hall building is the shape of a pirate ship). i'll miss it terribly. the times spent staying back to play basketball and volleyball, sitting on the monkey bars, the ghost stories, playing in the rain, running away from mr kiw, blasting across the field, i'll miss them all. sigh. i'll miss the buildings alot. ohwells. people change, places change too.

sat in for choir and i shall not comment on the singing. and it was quite sad seeing how the sistas relationship was getting strained in some places. why is it so difficult to maintain friendships? it takes two hands to clap and in this case six so why isn't everyone putting in effort? sigh. i just hope that this sistaship can remain. especially since we're all seperated. we can make it, can't we? we really should remain together.

at least the day ended on a pleasant note when yuxuan, may and i went to macs and laughed and talked. i really hope that all six of us can go out again. but it really is quite hard with our tight schedule and impossible parents, but we'll try, won't we?