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a little fall of rain
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spas-m Saturday, August 27, 2005 12:33 PM

yesterdae was spastic.. totally..

acty wanted to go to sch de.. but wen woke up in de mornin.. temp was lyk 37.7.. in de dangerous zone liaoz.. sho papa forbade mii to go sch.. sho wen back to slp.. den woke up arnd 7 plus.. den took temp again.. 36.9.. i wanted to scream lorhz.. i was well enuf to go to sch larhz.. lyk sho stoopid cans.. walau.. den got stuck at home for yet anuther dae.. bleahh.. sho shittified can.. yucks..

juz realised sth.. i haven stepped out of de house ever since i stepped into it on wed arnd 3.30.. wow.. ive been cooped up in here for 69 hrs straight.. bleahh.. honezly i realli didnt step out of de house.. didnt even go near de door lorhz.. lyk sho wadd lorhz.. haiz.. spastic..

bsides.. i haven done aniting.. no studyin.. no doin of hwk.. not even packin of mi room.. haiz.. mi entire schedule is thrown rite off juz bcos of one little illness.. stupidity.. i muz not ever fall sick agian.. ive juz viewed de disastrous side effects illnesses has on ones personal life.. bleahh..


sick~~ Wednesday, August 24, 2005 8:48 PM

bleahh.. im sick.. haiz.. sho disgustin..

fever. cough. blocked nose. sore throat.. even de doctor was amazed.. bleahh.. n mi temperature realli soared kaes.. lyk 38.2?? n it had areddy subsided quite a bit by tt tym.. poor may fong.. i muz hav been radiatin sho much heat tt she got cooked..>.<

fever started at lyk de ferst period?? den it was veri slight.. sho juz nvm lorhz.. hoped tt it wld tui.. haiz.. den nvr go fer pe.. but it got much worse durin chinese.. by acc it was sho bad i simply went to sleep.. bleahh.. poor lu gui xia.. i owaes nvr take her lessons seriously..xP but dis tym not mi fault larhz.. sho she oso nvr scold.. heex.. thanks wanye n shermaine fer ure jackets.. heex.. den may fong kept askin mii go sick bay but i dun wan.. sho we agreed tt if by lunchtym im stiu not betta den ill go home.. sadly.. it got worse.. sho i was sent home.. poor mama.. she rushed sho much to fetch mii.. sorries..x( wen c doctor.. den hav to eat dis whole lot of medicine..>.<

ive got mc fer todae. tml n fri.. but fri ish optional.. if i feelin well den go to sch lorhz.. if not den stay home lorhz.. hope can go.. dun wan to b stuck at home.. areddy feelin sho bored now.. haiz..

Sunday, August 21, 2005 9:33 PM

oh no!! juz read sth in sumones blogg.. oh no..

izzit mii?? m i de one shes referrin to?? oh no.. i dunnoe.. im confused.. i realli dunnoe aniting.. wad did i do?? wad did i sae?? oh no.. ahh!! juz wad happened?? can anione tell mii wads happenin?? i dunnoe.. ahh!!

ferstly.. ish she referrin to mii?? probably.. i tink sho.. i dunnoe.. wad ish she angry abt?? mi voice?? how de heck do i noe?? wad did i do to make her sho pissed?? how m i to noe?? wen did it happen?? i dunnoe.. onli read de poz todae.. it was posted on de 18th.. sho.. did it happen on thursdae or before tt?? argh.. im sho confused..

realli dunnoe wad did i do to make her sho pissed.. oh no.. n i didnt even realise it.. how stoopid can i get?? now i dun even noe hu to trust..


choir concert.. Saturday, August 20, 2005 12:36 PM

wow.. carn believe choir concert ish over areddyz.. its juz sho faz.. we juz wen on stage n sang.. tt was it.. i didnt even feel nervous ohkay.. which ish lyk sho amazin.. previously.. even if it was de smallez of performance.. i wld stiu feel a little nervous.. but yesterdae was.. juz.. nuthin.. no feelin at all.. sho numbed.. bleahh.. ish tt good or bad?? hmm..

wahaha.. feel sho accomplished.. managed to put on mi makeup nicely dis tym.. previously.. it was sho urgh.. but dis tym was realli veri nice.. yuppz.. whee.. im gettin betta at puttin on makeup.. heex.. n mayfong. jingjing. jinghuan.. i m lyk sho not prettae ohkay.. neither m i de other two which ure saed.. i shall not put it on de blog.. its juz too embarassin.. heex..=P but realli appreciate de fact tt ure came.. thanks serene. elaine. mayfong. jingjing. jinghuan n wanlin fer cumin.. heex.. n thanks fer de flowers too.. deyre in a vase on de table now.. heex.. hope dey can laz.. cos i lyk roses.. lolz.. tts lame.. totally..

honezly dis ish de ferst tym in mi entire life tt ive received flowers from sumone hu isnt familee.. ahh!! sho nice.. heex.. lurve ure to bits.. dere were plenty of costume changes dis concert.. bleahh..>.<

personally.. i tink we didnt do veri badly.. other den yelaixiang.. which was a total flop.. yuppz.. de other songs were hai guo de qu.. tho obviously ish not veri good larhz.. no dynamics.. no expression.. yarh.. sho.. yucks.. n i tried ohkay.. i tried to blast at loud parts but cannot.. mi voice ish sho not suited fer blastin.. sorries..>.<

wen we were singin to everyting dere ish a season.. suddenly felt lyk cryin.. juz cldnt stand it.. mi laz concert wif dhschoir.. to everyting dere ish a season indeed.. thankfully managed to hold mi tears back.. haiz.. n mi laz concert ended juz liddat.. it wasnt veri bad.. neither was it veri good.. it was neither here nor dere.. but arent i liddat too??

[[ ' - sho absolutely numb ___ * ]]

haii~ Tuesday, August 16, 2005 4:19 PM

great.. juz great.. carn believe i acty loz mi temper in claz todae.. haiz.. sorrie pat n hua xin fer havin to hear mii rantin n ravin.. carn believe i acty got sho worked up..

todae ish lyk a chao bad dae fer mii lorhz.. bleahh.. prob de worst dae ive evr experienced dis year.. hmm.. mebbe mi ribenas cumin.. yarh.. moz prob.. bleahh..xP

new skin!! hahaz.. seem to lyk black skins alot nowadaes.. heex.. dis one realli suits mi mood alot.. sho unbelievable.. finally managed to find one tt suits mii exactly.. whee.. lol.. but de music.....-_-" doesnt realli suit it ritez.. haiz.. mebbe i shld change it.. but dunnoe how.. haiz.. wanna put joey yungs see mii fly.. ohkay.. tts not de correct name.. but.. hahaz.. dunnoe wads de name larhz.. but tink itll suit it.. hopefully.. at least its a sad song too.. lol.. may fong wrote a set of lyrics fer de song.. it was supposed to b bian tai.. but in de end. turned out to b sho sad lorhz.. made mii feel blue fer de whole of physics.. summore doin tt stoopid project ting abt chicken wings n ice cubes.. bleahh.. tokkin abt de project horhz.. chao stoopid ymy.. de ice was lyk dunnoe how small.. moz ish 5mm diameter lorhz.. n im not kiddin.. lyk juz how long do u tink itll take to melt?? sho absolutely clever.. sho de entire ting was a flop larhz.. yucks..>.<

dun feel prepared fer choir concert.. not in de mood yet.. bleahh.. been tryin to force miself to work harder fer it.. but sumhow.. haiz.. can juz imagine miself goin on stage n forgettin all my lyrics.. standin dere lyk a dummy.. oh yucks..>.<

can sumone tell mii where to get de song urls??xP

oh yarh oh yarh!! Thursday, August 11, 2005 9:39 PM

juz realised sth.. i didnt blog abt ms tham!! ahh!! lol.. yuppz.. ms tham came laz sat.. yuppyuppz.. worked on mammamia.. whee..

worked on airyness.. yuppz.. spouted alot of chimchim terms.. sadly.. as all chim tings work wif mii.. it wen in thru one ear n out de other.. sho i carn rmb a single term of wad she saed.. heex..=P but she thot us how to sing pop songs chorally.. at least tt stuck in mi head.. =)) yippee!! can sing mammamia n other songs nicely now!! whee.. n guess wad?? i sound more mature singin tt way!! lalala~ little gal ish growin up~ finally!! lol..x)

but realli horhz.. find tt ms thams method of singin realli suits mi voice lots.. whee.. heex.. ms tham rawks mi world!! ohkay.. mebbe not.. but her method of singin does!!=)) its lyk.. mi voice dun shi bcum stronger.. clearer.. switer?? hahaz.. den ish lyk sec2s hav to sing mahz.. den i onli sop1 cos wenwen wen take tj tez mahz.. sho its lyk.. scared larhz.. den de other sops were lyk jiayou.. u can de.. but stiu chao scared.. but it was quite ohkay wen i sang larhz.. except tt i cracked at "yes" n forgot all abt de dynamics.. ohkay.. tts quite alot.. hahaz.. whee.. papa saed he cld hear mii lehz.. yippee!! lol..x)

todae had grp study wif maymay n sher again.. yuppz.. weve formed a study grp!! specially made to help us prepare for de battle against evil ngaungau.. heex.. sho its maths. maths. n maths!! lol.. sian diao.. but it realli helps larhz.. cos not sho easy to get distracted.. heex..=P evil mii.. todae was fun.. we were tokkin alot of crap larhz.. wad wif nonsense lyk "sumones got a fat ass".. wahaha.. sho lame lorhz.. x)


sho patriotic suddenly..x) Sunday, August 07, 2005 2:12 PM

lets reach out fer de skies~

lol.. todae im quite patriotic.. heex.. as if..

todae wen to mountbatten cc to perform fer de dunnoe wad national dae observence or sth liddat.. tho i oso dunnoe observe wad larhz.. den sing.. lalala~ it wasnt veri nice larhz.. heex.. but hai guo de qu..=P den after tt mr yeo sae we can 'wander arnd'.. sho we wandered arnd.. ferst went to play bball.. lesson learnt.. wen rayrin ish on de court.. u can forget abt touchin de ball much less play.. yuppz.. he chao pro lorhz.. bleahh.. sho zibei.. summore ish guys vs gals.. sho obviously.. hahaz..x) yarh.. den go play swing.. whee.. den got stuck on de stoopid pole.. yucks..x( ohkay.. its mi fault larhz.. hu ask mii go climb onto it.. lolz.. den wen back.. den dance alot.. whee.. hahaz.. den helped kangqi take pics of dis guy hu works in bedok macs n was servin drinks todae.. lol.. realised tt mi photography skills arent tt bad lorhz.. mebbe i shld bcum paparazzi.. heex.. den after tt.. screamed. shouted. sang.. sho spastic.. oh yarh.. dere was dis indian dance tingy.. den i got stuck wif dis old woman hu insisted tt i do everyting rite larhz.. lyk wadeva.. not lyk im veri into indian stuff or wadd.. bleahh..x(

den wen kfc!! mi voice ish ruined.. i noe.. bleahh.. itll b a miracle if it can survive till nxt fri.. haiz.. concert lehz.. piangg..x( but its mi fault too.. heex..

well make our destiny~

mii ish back!!! Wednesday, August 03, 2005 6:03 PM

whee.. im finally back ta poz.. heex.. juz cldnt find tym.. yuppz..

wahh.. open house was horrendous kaes.. fer lion slps tonite.. we were way too soft.. de lion was certainly asleep lorhz.. den fer murano kajiya.. de sops came in late.. it was lyk tenors had areddy sang "to" wen sops joined in at "ka".. lyk sho er xin lorhz.. sorries.. at least i didnt take such a long tym to put on make up.. heex.. in fact i was quite faz.. whee.. heex..

den on choir on mon.. dunnoe y lehz.. its lyk hor.. mi voice suddenly bian gao lehz.. cldnt reach moz songs lorhz.. was practically strainin to reach de notes.. its lyk.. cldnt sing mammamia.. im gonna sing.. de lion slps tonite.. to everyting dere ish a season.. may it b.. lyk wadeva larhz.. onli songs i cld sing were cui dong cui.. sakura n murano kajiya.. lyk wadeva larhz.. all de english songs cannot sing.. bleahh.. summore ish may it b n to everyting dere ish a season lehz.. mi favs lorhz.. wahh~ but cui dong cui ish realli nice lorhz.. now tt we more or less noe our parts.. it acty sounds nice lorhz.. heex..

on tues.. after com meetin.. den may sher n i stayed back to do maths.. yuppz.. sher ish lyk sho billiant can.. even de questions which de sec3s dunnoe she oso noe larhz.. lyk wad de.. hahaz.. yesh.. im jealous.. heex.. xP but we tokked alot larhz.. tink its sho fun.. can do hwk n tokk at de same tym.. heex..

oh yesh.. since moz of de choir ppl r doin dis.. i shall copy too.. heex.. x)

DHS Choir Concert
I'm Gonna Sing
one heart. one passion. one voice.

19th august 2005
dhs auditorium
630-8pm
tickets priced at $8

heex.. i m such a copycat.. heex.. muz support horhz.. heex.. buy tickets frm mii!! heex..