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walala. i love tang yuan! haha. not those awful store-bought ones with the peanut filling but homemade ones with sugar filling! hohoho. i love our orange(they were supposed to be pink but we bought the wrong colouring. lol.) and white tang yuan! haha. but i feel so lousy cos i can't chop the sugar><" too weak le. must go train! hahaha.

anyway christmas is coming soon which isn't good cos it means that school is reopening and i so do not want to go back due to several reasons. bleahh. slow down clock! and i still think my hair is awful. pfft.

it's only at times like these when you see the seperation and clear distinctions between people. and it's really scary knowing that people aren't what they seem to be.

your hypocrisy really scares me but you probably don't care.

and i thought we were friends.

and i guess i won't be updating very often from now on. byebye blog!(:

boo! back from class chalet. haha.

it was fun, basically and pretty stupid at times when keith tried to freak jill and i out with the fishballs. haha. rahh. i overcame my phobia kay? i ate a FISHBALL. lol. but it's still pretty gross when i think about it.

and it's so sad cos my mahjong winning streak is over. sigh. it's like i didn't win a single game today? boohoo. nvm, shall wait for another winning streak. hahaha.

found out some sad things which was the reason why i was so hyper cos as anyone knows when i'm upset about sth i become super high. hmm.. i should change this habit. hee. and noticed some things too. sigh. but i should just stop thinking about it cos nothing i do can change it. ohwells. but one just can't help but wonder.

will you cry when the mirror shatters?

i can't believe the hols are going to be over so soon. ahh!!! i don't want the r papers! shoo go away! sighsighsigh.

and there's christmas presents to buy, cards to write, recipes to think of, practices to attend, deadlines to rush... where am i going to find the time to STUDY??!! urgh. hahaha. just hope for the best bah. maybe i'll be able to pass but i still doubt so anyway. lol.

oh Lord please give me strength to do all that You have set for me.

smile!(:

Lord keep my focus on You

sometimes i live my life just as You've planned
other times i struggle to obey your commands.
choices i make each day determine if i'll obey
and follow You, trusting You, guide me i pray

Lord keep my focus on You each day,
though i am tempted to go my own way.
help me to trust in You, to live my life to honour You.
Lord, keep my focus on You.

trials surround me Lord, i cry in despair
though i know You're with me and You hear ev'ry prayer
open my eyes to see that You know what's best for me
You're ever near, calm my fear, this is my plea.

Lord keep my focus on You each day,
though i am tempted to go my own way.
help me to trust in You, to live my life to honour You.
Lord, keep my focus on You.

humbly i follow You, sharing Your word,
praising You, Lord Jesus for Your love unreserved
guide me to do Your will, to reach those in darkness still
a shining light, burning bright, Your plan fulfill

Lord keep my focus on You each day,
though i am tempted to go my own way.
help me to trust in You, to live my life to honour You.
Lord, keep my focus on You.

____________________

a resting place

my faith has found a resting place -
not in device or creed:
i trust the Ever Living One
His wounds for me shall plead.

i need no other argument,
i need no other plea:
it is enough that Jesus died,
and that He died for me.

a resting place, i put my faith in God,
a resting place, i put my faith in God,
and when trials and temptations come,
i run to the Almighty One,
a resting place, i put my faith in God.

my faith looks up to Thee,
Thou Lamb of Calvary,
Saviour divine!
now hear me while i pray,
take all my guilt away,
o let me from this day be wholly Thine!

may Thy rich grace impart
strength to my fainting heart,
my zeal inspire,
as Thou hast died for me,
o may my love to Thee
pure, warm, and changeless be, a living fire.

a resting place, i put my faith in God,
a resting place, i put my faith in God,
and when trials and temptations come,
i run to the Almighty One,
a resting place, i put my faith in God,
a resting place, i put my faith in God, in God.

____________________

once again, i'm back to from the annual youth camp, all fired up and for the Lord, ready to do His will, recommitted to Him. but will this last? or will i be like this year, and lose my focus on Him and fall back into my worldly ways within a few months? coming back to Him only during personal trials and ignoring Him whilst He showers me with blessings. i hope not. i sincerely hope not. for it's tiring being a lukewarm christian and it's also dangerous being one. for i'm not only a stumbling block to others in Christ, i would not be a good testimony either.

talking about being a good testimony for Him, sis wendy talked to me on wednesday about how much she admired my testimony despite my personal trials this year. but was it really this way? i really felt very guilty when i heard her say that for it wasn't exactly what she made it out to be. sure, i did lean wholly and entirely on Him during that period, but it wasn't very long before i was back to my worldly self again - while still pretending to be a good testimony in church. what a pretentious person i can be! how terrible. sigh.

hope that the Lord shall preserve my heart for Him throughout this year and stop this rollercoaster of spiritual highs and lows. instead, let me continually have a passion for Him, to get to know Him, and serve Him.

Lord, keep my focus on You(:



yay! my sister's and my online store is finally open! woots! haha. please support kay. though the pics are really very grainy and urgh but we're try to think of ways to improve(: haha.

i want to drink pokka green tea!!! haha. my queer urges for food have started up again and it's not helping my losing weight regime at all. gahh. how horrid. i want to shed that 3kg! pfft. the way i'm gaining weight is so worrying that i think i won't be able to fit into my uniform next year. horrors upon horrors. i'm turning into the size of a hippo. wonderful.><"

just ate some guiling gao my grandfather made. yumyum! didn't realise he could cook. hahaha. i'm so mean. but it really is nice. haven't ate guiling gao for such a long time.

and now i have cramps. wonderful.



ahh!! so shuai!! hahaha.(:



oh no. jean's away in taiwan(?), mayfong's away in japan, may's away in malacca, i've no one to talk to!! sigh. at least wen's back from china le.((: haha.

i miss the sistas. sigh. wish there would be a day when we will all be free then can go out or sth. sigh.

and i'm getting sick and tired of this skin. urgh.



i am absolutely evil and i know it. you don't have to spell it out for me cos i am so not dumb. or maybe i am but never mind.

sigh. didn't manage to go for the vj musical yesterday cos of a splitting headache which nearly developed into a migraine but was stopped with lots and lots of tea, both green and red. which explains why i couldn't sleep after that. sigh. how silly and absolutely pointless.

why do i always learn how to treasure friendships when they're lost and gone? i never do learn do i? sigh.

oh and i love chunlong!! ahh!! thanks for the nicenice necklace!((: but i forgot his birthday. oops. i'm such a lousy senior. hee. but he really is a very sweet junior. aww.. pity i can't go for the choir chalet so i won't be able to see him.): sigh. how absolutely horrid. poo.