please give me patience for i am sorely lacking in that area.

please give me discernment to know what is the good and right thing to do.

please give me self restraint so that i will not rush blindly into things as i am wont to do.

please give me courage to finally step out from this shadow.

and i know that no matter what You put in my life, is a gift from you. even if i am hurt and cry along the way, i am not alone for You are with me and everything in my life is here for a reason. so break me oh Lord and make me a better vessel for You.

this time has been an exciting one, so hectic yet enjoyable that i don't even have time to sit down and really breathe or think about what i am doing. am really going to miss the times spent in pathlight, the crazy rushing out of worksystems and videos, the handling of multiple simultaneous meltdowns, the wonderful students, the absolutely fantastic teachers and staff and of course, my favourite fellow interns. haha. really am glad that i finally managed to warm up to all of you, me being the extremely socially retarded person that i am. aren't yall proud of your biggest achievement? haha(:

and now there's a new chapter on hand. excited much? (: