Friday, May 21, 2010 9:29 PM

can someone please sing me a song?
that aside, am really undecided now. need some guidance here! urgently><"
today was a lovely day and i took many photos of my lovely boys and girls. and my darling totally melted my heart today(: am happy. was happy.
i think i finally know what the problem is. it never was you. granted, you did have some part to play in it, but for the most part, i was the problem. i was not ready. with that kind of mentality, how could i possibly be? no more such things for me till i'm completely ready. but then again, how can anyone ever be completely ready? and thinking of such things really will not help anything at all.
just wishing for now.
Sunday, May 02, 2010 10:16 PM

CREEPY GUYS SHOULD BE BANNED FROM THE WORLD.
anyway. had a lovely time with the girls today. really missed them. and shopping. haha. seriously haven't went around with them for far too long. most of the time we just sit and eat. hahahhahaha. and we wonder why we're piling on the kilos. lol. actually just me larh. NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT><" can't wait for this friday!(:
it's kind of weird that now that i have so much time on my hands (sort of) i kind of wish to be back in school, sitting at desks, being thorougly interested in/excited with the lesson or just daydreaming. homework and mugging actually sounds good! ohmygoodness i need to get my brain checked. must have been hit too hard or sth. hahaha. i guess it's just another case of the grass being greener on the other side. of course vj life has been wonderful and it probably is one of the best times of my life. but i don't think i'll actually be very studious when i go to uni. will probably just revert to my silly procrastinating self. TSK. must change. we'll see. maybe i'll go back to vj one day. sounds good(: on this note, sov's next week! can't wait((:
life's been good and i really have nothing more to wish for. though sometimes longing touches me, but i really have no right to. will just see what the Lord has planned for me(: