Sunday, January 24, 2010 4:33 PM
trips down memory lane always bring back much more than bargained for. you just might get stuck in the wisps of love and light, refusing to emerge back into the harsh reality of life. or you might get entangled in the yarns of unfinished unhappiness, drawn back through the current of time. and i wish i didn't need to classify this nor confront it because i'm an escapist. and because things just might be better this way.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 8:31 PM
don't feel like doing my report. BOO. WANNA PROCRASTINATE.
so much for turning over a new leaf. lol.
Saturday, January 09, 2010 5:45 PM
because in the end, we aren't all that different from autistic people.
失忆
书桌上的香水 你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点 还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不在卷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉得到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不在卷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉得到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不在卷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉得到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是借口还是尽头
10:48 AM
work's been good so far. fell in love with the most amazing boys in the world despite it being only three days. wish we had more time together. but it's okay, i just might find new loves in the next deployment. and we're still be seeing much of each other anyway(:
the week has offered a whole array of promises, that life can be good, that life is good, that life always was good, and that life goes on. i guess that's the most important thing? moving away from what is dead and gone and seeking out new opportunities, new ideas, new friends. anyway thank you for that evening because it was a turning point, even if you didn't know it.
Saturday, January 02, 2010 11:27 PM
need to get my sleep cycle back in synch but my hair's still damp. hmph.
anyway it's a new year and i don't feel anything special except maybe the arrival of my new journal. prettypretty!! thanks so much dears(: oh that and a further assurance of my new unchartered life. along with a new expectation of high travel expenses. life does seem a little bleak. haha.
maybe not exactly bleak but more of uncertain? and i don't like uncertainties. i like solid truths like God. actually that's the only solid truth so this new dimension of uncertainty makes things seem a little more out of kilter.
but then again everyone goes through this phase i guess, this period of finding one's direction, one's calling and very simply, one's feet. one learns to think. and that, in itself, is a little more reassuring.
and of course, i know that whatever happens, i only need to follow His will and the uncertainties will melt away(:
on a separate note, to facebook or not? ><"
Friday, January 01, 2010 1:07 AM
because i think it's reason enough.
happy new year.
