Friday, July 10, 2009 9:53 PM

All I Ask of You
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry -your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you, now and always.
promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you.
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe, no one will find you
your fears are far behind you.
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night.
and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me.
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you need me with you here, beside you.
anywhere you go, let me go too -
Christine, that's all I ask of you.
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.
Say you love me. You know I do.
Love me - that's all I ask of you.
Anywhere you go let me go too.
Love me - that's all I ask of you
classics forever(:
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 3:40 PM
have you ever talked to God above?
tell Him that you need a friend to love
pray in Jesus' name believing that God answers prayer
find the answer in His word, it's true
you'll be strong because He walks with you
by His faithfulness, He'll change you too, God answers prayer
3:00 PM
i really really hate this inability to write. staring at a blank piece of paper or a clean word document. all my thoughts swirling round my head like a swarm of angry bees only to disappear whenever i try to pluck out a particular thought to shape on the paper. elusive wisps that buzz with mocking intensity at my increasing frustration to try to put anything at all on the document at hand. NEED TO FOCUS. NEED TO CONCENTRATE. NEED TO WRITE. i want a rose macaron.
oh and kettle chips are lovely.
which is why i am going to grow fat.
and as my small and petty life goes on, i feel sickened at the way i'm so obsessed and wrapped up with all the insignificant things. there is something better and inherently good out there, why am i stuck in this mire of the trivial? life really is too short to waste on silly things such as these.
thank you, you whom i never knew, for teaching me this valuable lesson in the most impactful way possible. thank you for the myriad of promises that you offered shimmering on the back of your palm. you who were so young, so full of promise, thank you.
rest in peace, grace. for God missed you so terribly, He had to call you back early.
{edit: is it me or is blogger really refusing to publish pictures forever?}
Saturday, July 04, 2009 11:16 PM
i don't know what i want anymore.
if only time would just stop so that i can have some peace and quiet to sink my toes in the sand or twirl along a river bank.
i just know that i'll have to keep plodding on no matter what and not let anything bring me down.
time to say goodbye;
{edit: BLOGGER, YOU SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE. UPLOAD MY PICTURES YOU TOOT. RAHH.}