i need to know how to put my emotions into words and not just leave them as abstract concepts floating about where only i can gain access to them and then bemoan the sad state of having no one who can understand.
i need to learn how to be honest with myself and stop covering up everything that i feel under a veneer of happiness and bimbotism.
i need to stop being such a bitch and actually start being nice for i'm sick and tired of living such a stupid, shallow and superficial life.
i do so hate being inarticulate.
and it's not just the inadequacies of the english language.