Saturday, December 27, 2008 10:38 PM
sometimes things are better left unsaid
i need to run away. now.
it hurts so bad that i can hardly breathe but things just won't stop happening. it's times like this that i envy the birds in the sky or whatever.
i wish i could adopt pig so that no matter what happens she'll be with me and comfort me and lie across my stomach or legs. i wouldn't mind putting you in a bottle too so that when i close my door on the world, you'll still be there with me.
i understand that i'm not who you want me to be. but i can't be perfect. and i definitely don't expect you to be perfect either. so why can't you do the same to me? why can't you just accept the fact that we can never truly understand each other nor love each other and just move on? life would be so much easier that way. i wouldn't mind staying at home just as long as you leave me alone and stop tearing at the chrysalis that i have so carefully built up around me. but no, life would be totally uninteresting without the taunting and goading, wouldn't it?