Sunday, November 30, 2008 1:43 PM

desire can be a bad thing
it really is a two edged sword and it's hard to tell the difference.
or maybe i'm just thinking too much as usual
i want a cinnamon sugar pretzel):
Saturday, November 29, 2008 9:29 PM

mirror image
though i really do not wish this fortune on anyone else
but if anything,
pray and hope
Thursday, November 27, 2008 10:57 PM

hold me close and hold me fast
the magic spell you cast
this is la vie en rose
when you kiss me heaven smiles
and though i close my eyes
i see la vie en rose
Thursday, November 20, 2008 9:12 PM

i'm back to square one
let the die fall where it may
Sunday, November 16, 2008 5:41 PM

can you believe it. i still haven't finished watching last night's episode of gossip girl. lol. stupid thing loads so slowly.
anyway i've been a relatively good girl today. i actually packed abit of my room!(: but i'm so tired already. oh Lord, i really really need more strength. good thing is i lost 600g just by packing the floor and half my desk. lol. quite a good workout i guess. hahaha. and yes i know i'm incorrigible. my stuff is always on the floor. haha. there's plenty to do for the rest of the hols i don't know how to finish everything but i can and i will, God willing.
during sunday school today, i realised that i've really been quite a horrible christian yet again. i'm always having these realisations and never ever doing anything about it. it's terrible. and the most terrible thing is why do i keep backsliding anyway? urgh. draw me closer to You, Lord. i need to stay focused on Him whether i'm in trouble or when life is smooth sailing. it's horrible that my entire spiritual journey can be charted in this whole roller coaster of spiritual highs and lows. no prizes for guessing which parts of my life are the spiritual lows. life really is too short for these roller coasters and i can't always expect the Lord to be so merciful and forgive me each time i stray. although he is a merciful God, that doesn't mean i should take advantage of Him. time for a revolution in my spiritual life! hopefully this isn't just another momentary spiritual high. i don't even like roller coasters=/
Saturday, November 15, 2008 7:13 PM

my favourite season of the year unofficially started yesterday!(:
anyway the past week was totally crazy with loads of pracs, shopping, eating and bonding with lots of my favourite ppl. haha. it was a good week. except for the fact that i haven't started on econs, ki, lit or math. haha. at least i did exercise. i ran my first 500m in 2 1/2 years! applaud me please. lol. of course it would be much nicer if gossip girl would just hurry up and finish loading. haha. i need more patience.
anyway next week's going to be busybusy! but sadly my shopping trips will no longer be sponsored by my mom since cny shopping is done. lol. i am waaaaaay too early but nvm. hahahaha.
Friday, November 14, 2008 12:55 PM
got this from
debra's blog. and it really is quite accurate. or maybe it's just how i choose to perceive myself. but whatever. humour me.
Spontaneous Idealist (SI)
Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.
This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.
If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.
Adjectives which describe your type
spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable
These subjects could interest you
literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out, joint pleasure