Wednesday, March 12, 2008 6:54 PM
and just who are the people who really matter?
and i suddenly realised that i've shut you up in a musty corner in the attic of my memory. so sorry darling.
y-lynn, would you forgive me?
6:38 PM

choir camp
loved every moment of it. from the running around crazily managing coms and helping out, worrying about the rain, to the practices. especially the night one with mr kwei. that was pure magic. okay maybe not quite. but it was much much better than what i expected since there were lots of ppl not concentrating in the morning.
and no man was emotional and ppl cried. like may. and i realised that my love for choir is much much deeper than i would ever expect especially for the year2s. not that i don't love the year1s but i guess it's cos i came into vj choir with the year2s so i'm closer to them as compared to the year1s. and i really don't know what i'll do without the year2s when they graduate. it's only 2 more months left with them and i'm dreading that parting. i have no idea how isabelle and may can cope with their leaving the year4/3s. but i know i'll cry buckets when the year2s leave. after all i do identify myself with them even though the year1s really are supposed to be my batch. i guess that's the whole problem with joining choir late. maybe if i had joined it with may i wouldn't be suffering so much now as i would have about half a year to get accustomed to my real batch and bid adieu to the batch i came in with. as of now it's a simultaneous thing and i dont' really know if i can manage. i really am stuck in transit.
and i'm loving you every minute of my life.