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i'm so happy!! hahahha. thanks so much people!!(:

thanks to papa, mama, ka-jie, priscilla, jillian, y-lynn, andrea, kevin, ahmad, kenny, lillian, aunty cheekit, aunty diana, aunty claudia and aunty adeline for celebrating my birthday with me!(:

thanks ka-jie, donovan, chengkai, kevin, junhan, sheng chow, ahmad, kenny, priscilla, jillian, y-lynn and andrea for the presents and cake!(:

thanks priscilla, jean, jillian, yi xuan, elaine, stephanie, perle, ruixian, may, donovan, caitlin, sherry, zhuofei, yining, cynthia, kevin, eugene, yinhong and serene for the well-wishes.

thanks so much for making my birthday such a wonderful day. love yall so much! thanks people!!(:



goodbye childhood. i'll miss you.



oh my. so pretty! but just look at the price. sigh. haha. alluring-embellishment does have some nice designs but i think the prices are way too high. so sad. ):

cough. i just got choked on my painkillers again. sigh. just what is this fetish with big tablets? rahh. they should like keep them small and swallow-friendly. pfft.

my mc's till 5 nov so it's no more school till the r papers for me. haha. it'll be so much better if i could say till next year but there still are the horrid r papers. sigh. if only i did better than there'll be an additional load off my mind. ohwells. 'if only' is a very stupid thing to say thus i shall not dwell on it. go girl! you can pass the r papers!

oh did i mention my new scar is like 15cm long? haha. so nice right?

yay! i'm finally back from the hospital(: thanks ylynn, priscilla and jillian for visiting me. love you loads girls!(: and thank you sherry and zhuofei for wanting to come. but i was faster and went home first. hee. love yall too!(:

woots! movie marathon! haha. the devil wears prada seriously is a very nice show. i want to watch it again! haha.

and vivocity is so nice and BIG! it was like so tiring going through like two floors of one wing of it? gasp. haha. but a pity most of the shops weren't open yet. nvm. 1st dec is its official opening! can't wait!

attention all 6i'03 people! ms lam will be manning a booth during the funfair in tao nan on 4 nov and she hopes that we can go back. so please go and support her!(:

i don't feel like studying anymore. there's just no more drive left in me. so what if i pass? so what if i fail? it's about the same isn't it? maybe i'll shed some tears but that's about it i think. sigh. i want to be stronger. i don't want people to worry about me anymore. but sometimes it's just so hard to be strong.



i feel like letting go.

yet i'm too deep in. the loss would be too great.

崩溃. that wouldn't be too surprising, won't it? i'm already teetering on the edge. i won't be surprised if i fall. may the fall break me, hard. i'm not going to stop myself from falling anymore. i'll just leave it up to God. will i fall or stand?

i don't care what anyone thinks anymore. you can hate me. you can like me. do i care? i don't even know myself anymore. sigh. see what happens when you play with fire? you burn yourself beyond recognition. just a blackened corpse. nothing left behind except for maybe a glass bottle containing pink crystals. even the rose has withered away. what is left behind? maybe shattered dreams.

shards of broken glass. that prick and bleed the feet of those who try to pick through the debris.

that's what happens when dreams and reality meet and mix. no one, nothing can prevent the destruction. of life, of dreams?

like a songbird with a slit throat, lying unwanted on the littered street, blood staining fabric.

when pain is dulled and spirits crushed. then, would the flower bloom again, pure and white, symbol of hope and innocence, lifting spirits, building dreams.

but nothing can restore that song again.

happy mooncake festival people!!

i'm going to eat lots and lots of mooncakes and grow fat! yes. then jillian won't need to donate fats to me. hee. there's ice cream mooncake! yay! haha. my friend says that it's just ice cream and not a big deal but it's still an ice cream mooncake! haha. i feel deprived. nvm. hee.

horrid. i don't like exams. nor cramps. and thanks girls for being there today!(:

guavaguavaguava

i love guava! haha. it's one of the few things i can pig on without feeling guilty. and with the exam stress, i pig out alot. maybe i'll hit 50kg?

happy children's day.