Friday, August 25, 2006 9:04 PM
tatiana's dream is a dream
that never will come true.
so why do i continue?
the lily's pure white
is a symbol of innocence.
so why do i feel only guilt
when looking upon it?
this growing discontent
stems from only one issue
but affects everything
in my waking hours
it even haunts me in my sleep.
what can i do to gain rest?
from this constant gnawing away
of body and soul
and what would happen if it falls as rain?
heart racing the moment the screen lights up
when did i become so maddeningly irritating?
it's weird how people long for things
but never put them into action
it's weird how people wish for others to know what they're thinking
but never tell others
it's weird how you seem to know what others are thinking
even if you never asked
and you never bothered to ask
well, i don't either.