Sunday, August 20, 2006 6:11 PM
sometimes you just have to let go to receive.
oh what did i just say? haha.
choir today. after such a long long time. i miss singing. i love singing. i adore singing for the Lord. it makes a difference you know. singing for self-glorification, self-satisfaction and singing for the Lord. it's a big big difference and it's obvious which is more fulfilling. some may scoff at my decision of giving up singing in a world-class choir to sing in a little church choir but i believe that my decision is the one for me as it was the one God wanted me to take. singing in a good choir has its perks of that i am sure. but singing in the church choir is so wonderful. you can really feel God working within you. although my singing may have deproved it still worked somehow without me even trying. how marvellous when you place everything in God's hands. n it's not like i wasn't putting in effort larh. i was just too busy trying to sight sing as it's my first time with this piece while everyone had already learnt it eons ago. so it's like i kept singing wrongly larh. so paiseh. so i wasn't really concentrating on technique though i know i shld since my voice is badly out of shape. i shall memorise the score during the week so i can concentrate on technique next week! the performance is next saturday.><" i had better learn it fast before i flop during sister chiao chyi's
wedding. i must not ruin her wedding so yarh. PRACTISE! haha.
things to achieve this week:
memorise score
perfect mature tone
ALWAYS GROUND
drop jaw
HIT THAT HIGH NOTE
i don't really care about hwk already. i know i shld but somehow it doesn't really matters when i can serve God. of course i can serve God in my studies but my passion lies in singing. who wants to be passionate about physics? bleagh. disgusting thing. physics, chem and maths just so hate me and i dislike them too! haha. n i shall never progress in this three subjects so i can just fail my r papers too. ): as donovan says, retain larh.