Wednesday, August 09, 2006 1:29 PM
i feel like typing a long post.
but nothing comes to mind.
talking nonsense helps one to relieve stress.
really.
nothing stays definite for long.
the only constant is a fickle heart.
saying yes or no is way too definitive.
it's scary.
an "i'll try" is so much easier to get away with.
maybe that's what makes me me
i never do definitive things
oops
that was definitive.
i need solitude.
away from the crowds of society.
was i this afraid of noise and din
and crowds and smoke before?
i don't recall.
my life seems to be split up into different chapters.
each time a chapter is closed,
i forget it.
erased, thrown into the trash bin.
and i start on a new page.
that's just me i guess.