Sunday, August 27, 2006 4:13 PM
dreams were all i ever knew
blurring the edges of dreams and reality
can't i ever differentiate between the two?
waking up only to sink back into sleep
or was it the other way round?
i don't want to live in my dreams
but my dreams refuse to go away,
haunting me continually,
sometimes even coming true.
that only makes things worse
for it further blurs the boundaries between the two.
and what would you do?
had choir practice today. and it was really nice! the practice i mean, not the singing. my singing is just so horrid. argh. must practise more!! like my transition notes were horrible larh. oh yucks. cracking on every single F. ewww. and i just mananged to shift my transition note to G last year. now it's back to F. gahh. n would you believe it? all musicians love the note F and they always dust their works with Fs generously so as to make it difficult for me to sing. i've got to shift my transition note again! or maybe i shldn't. maybe i should just work on making the transition smooth. rahh. tt's much harder actually but it'll be fuss-free when i'm done. ohwells. which means plenty of Fs to be sung. and F#s for that matter. why can't i just be normal like everyone else and have C or D for my transition note? rahh. composers don't use that many Cs and Ds.