todae... Friday, February 17, 2006 7:05 PM
was fun. dumb. nice. irritatin. sad. disturbin.
all rolled into one.
heex. lame. but it realli was. sum emotional rollercoaster it is. haiz. i tink i juz aged.
stoopid donovan kept touchin mi chin. dat irritatin guy. n i kept screamin. lyk duh. its me wadd. hahax. den i kept laughin. cos cheng kai n donovan were juz sho farnie. haha. n mi face kept turnin red as a result. cheng kai said wad. rhoda's face turns red more den 5 tyms a day. lyk LOL! hahax. but i tink its true. esp since everyones teasin mii abt... sho lyk. can i help it? heex.
den de m.c.f.c. was formed yesterday. whoo~ mc rawks!! hahax. hes lyk sho cute cans. but i wanna announce sth. I M NOT BOY-CRAZY!!! i juz find him shuai tts all. fullstop. draw a line dere. but sumhow or rather, due to cynthia's weird notion, i became the chairperson of m.c.f.c. lyk dots. i tink im more suited to n.m.c.c. neutral mc club. hahax. cos im neither anti him or a fan or his. hahax. im not as siao as perle. hu was lookin out de window durin crypto. heex. sho cute. aniwaes. i wld lyk to thank some ppl lyk cheng kai
priscilla for being sho nice n wastin deir smses to confirm tt mc came to vj. hahax.
im stiu veri confused by dis myraid of versions of a single situation. n i dunnoe hu to believe. i wish i cld juz simply believe everyone. but i carn. i mean lyk duh. de versions r contradictory. how can i believe all? haiz. i envy C for bein above it all now. i mean lyk. now C's not bogged down by any of dis. while de rez of us r stiu strugglin. tryin to find a way out. n its not goin to b easy. but i repeat dis. i will not fight wif fwens. sho tho i dun feel lyk lettin go. i tink i will. sorry.