i juz realised sth.. carn believe ive been sho stoopid.. tt i had nvr realised it at all.. bleahh.. im stoopid..x(
i realised tt.. im not close to mi claz animore.. i noe tt mi relationship wif mi claz isnt gd at all.. but it juz didnt hit mii tt im not cloz to 2a animore.. i used to take mi fwenships in 2a fer granted.. but now tt deyre distanced demselves.. i feel lonely..
no.. i do hav fwens.. choirr ppl rawk mi life.. honezly.. its juz tt.. in claz.. i feel lyk a jellyfish.. driftin from one gp of fwens to anuther.. its lyk.. deres no gp of fwens i can truely call mi own.. sure.. sumhow im owaes wif sum ppl tokkin n laughin.. but.. i juz dun belong.. i juz.. dun click wif dem.. its lyk.. tryin to squeeze one more pea into a pod areddy full of peas.. dey juz dun need mii.. whereas.. i need dem..
i juz carn believe tt dis ish happenin to mii.. m i realli de gal hu thot tt i wld owaes b popular in claz?? was i realli de gal hu thot tt it was awrite to spend mi bdae outside as i wld hav mi claz ppl to celebrate wif mii?? i realli carn believe how naive i was tt tym..
but well.. deres nuthin i can do abt it.. nuthin..