Sunday, October 09, 2011 11:03 PM
ohmygoodness. how cute are these?(:
on a separate note, many revelations have been made in the past few weeks. i feel myself growing up, and fast. as of now, i do not like the changes. but i suspect that with time, as with all else, i will end up okay in my own skin. but for now, the self doubt is very much in the foreground and i know that in the end the answer will be very simple. just that i do not wish to look it squarely in the eye yet.
in the end, i always hit the same brick walls over and over again. it doesn't take a genius to figure out why and how but it sure takes a stubborn idiot, i.e. me, to run into the same walls time and time again. so much so, that i am so used to the bumps from the walls that i refuse to stop running into them anyway. creature of habit, taken to a whole new level.
whatever it is, i really should stop bruising myself for the sake of it